ive been down 
ive been out
i cant call it, 
scream or shout 
but what i can do 
is visualize 
things too hard to verbalize 

things peculiar 
things obscure 
things i cannot say for sure
things that bring up things uncured
things that leave my soul disturbed 

ive been working 
working hard 
worked until 
my spirits scarred 
then i break
recalibrate 
after the spirit, the body breaks

broken bodies
broken minds
broken hearts
easy to find
in broken dreams 
i visualize 
things too hard to verbalize 

i could leave it
should leave it there
but maybe one last thing to share

maybe this will set me free
maybe now ill finally speak.