in the world of my mind

the situation is precarious 

in the world of my mind 

the solution is to ignore you. 

you! 

the day of our date marked the beginning of my ruination

your presence in my life yanked a thread that has been unraveling 

gradually, yet the damage is remarkable

You are remarkable!

You!

You have

managed to do the worst while never moving a millimeter

You have

managed to stay relevant though i rarely utter your name

Your name

from the moment i knew it to be yours

has caused me nothing but trouble 

has upset the balance of my life

has unearthed things i did not know had to be unearthed 

and although i am grateful, 

i wish i never met you.

You!

i wish it were someone else.

someone who no one around me knows

someone who i can forget i ever met

someone who i wouldn’t think of.

someone who i would never have to see again

instead, i got you.

You! 

who goes up the stairs two steps at a time

You,

who is full of passion and life;

who seems to have lived multiple.

You,

who interests me beyond measure.

You! 

who is more capable of using a phone

You!

who did not call me

You!

who I fully believe didnt plan on saying shit till you saw me at the party that night

You!

who hid your cards and demanded to see mine

You,

who asked me what it is i wanted to say back then

You, 

who didnt say bye when you were leaving 

who didn’t look back..

Clearly, 

i am the one with the issue.

the fool who cares about 

you, 

who 

Clearly,

cares not about me.